Hello, It's been quite awhile since I have written a post, even thought about writing but today I had to, you will see why. It has been 9 months today since you left me, so you know what that means ? You are going to be reborn today, who knows it may have already happened or is yet to come but it will be today, you will begin this all over again only you will not remember me or your loved ones from your former life. We will forever mourn and miss you but you will never ever have a glimmer of us, how unfair is that ? Is this the real thing, there's no escape from reality, open your mind and see (Queen) that is what I will do today, open my mind to this new possibility. I woke up at 2am thinking about this new mind blowing reality? and knew I had to somehow try to get it from this weird and odd mind of mine to paper. So here I go again am I losing touch with reality, gone over the edge ? who knows you can be the judge here. Yeppers so here we go, on the day you died you were conceived in someone else's womb to grow for 9 months and today is the day, sure this new mom might have been told you were due a week ago, a few days ago maybe but you knew, now is the time for you to start anew, born again, I wish I could be there to guide you along as I did in this life but you have to go it alone. I hope you have the same beautiful green eyes, that beautiful smile and that boisterous laugh you were blessed with when you were here with us. I have heard it said when you "come back in your next life" that it will be better than your former one, I do know you will never find more love than you received from this life. I hope you will be blessed with kind parents and not abused, I hope you find a happy childhood like you had here, I hope you are a loving and caring husband and father as you were here too, who knows what this new life will bring you, Fame, Riches, Better Health, I do believe better health will be a top priority because of your rough go of it with this lifetime. I do know that I will never seek you out, look for you perhaps see a resemblance of you somewhere in this time, but I would not approach you, you see if I thought it was you I could and would never go through that heartbreak again, so I will just go on with the rest of this life I have here on this earth in my time and remember you and love you till the end. I still think somehow we will meet again and go thru eternity together but break away from each other too, as with death, we will be apart but only for awhile then we will be rejoined and reunited again I do believe this cycle will continue forever. Together, apart, together, apart and on and on and on..................... So thats it folks, my way of thinking, odd or what? Leave me some feedback on your perspective of your way of thinking, are you as weird and odd as me or is this our reality ? I love and miss you desperately my sweet man !!! That is all for today my "SPECIAL READERS" Ta-Ta for now !! 
